Pres + I were scheduled to leave with her daddy to go back to Texas but I sort of changed the plan so last minute. Which, no lie, kind of put Pres in a mood because, well, duh.
My husby had to get back to work for his on call + we were all set to go after the cable cars, but I choked. The time had gone by so fast + with everything going on, I didn't feel we said the proper goodbye to California. I know we'll visit again, but the next big trip will prob be to see my sister across the pond + the chance of me seeing both sisters in the same city will be difficult as babies + schedules grow. I was thinking of Pea having a few more days with her cousin, which was most important. I wasn't thinking of the ripple effect it would have on her. Like not having her dad aka her bff, around especially since I hadn't prepared her for his exit or the fact that he wouldn't be there for her bedtime routines, caused her to be a little stressed. She missed him so much it broke my heart. She had turned into a little person with intricate thoughts + feelings + wasn't the adaptable baby that could be distracted with smiles + kisses. I tried but it wasn't the same.
I tried to keep her happy while we walked about the gorgeous city.










